Bear in mind, people with eating disorders tend to be both competitive and intelligent. We are incredibly perfectionistic. We often excel in school,athletics,artistic pursuits. We also tend to quit without warning. Refuse to go to school,drop out,quit jobs,leave lovers,move,lose all our money. We get sick of being impressive. Rather,we tire of having to seem impressive. As a rule,most of us never really believed we were any good in the first place.
Marya Hornbacher (via eatingisweakness)
Apr 18th / 231 notes
Apr 17th / 601 notesI’m so fucking fat. Stop eating then. Wait, I don’t want to ruin my metabolism. But I have to be thinner. I need to eat healthy. No, that’s too much. I’m hungry. No I’m not. Okay I’ll eat a little bit. Why the fuck did I binge? Stupid stupid stupid.
this goes through my head all day long.
scary how
